今現在…/Right now...

もうこれ以上は｢考える｣こたぁしたくないわ。

もう少し本能的に？動きたい。だってダンサーなんだし。

何を信じたらいいのよ？？！って。ん田おいｈｄｇｆｐｄｊｇｆだぽいぐえあｒ！！！（笑えないけど笑）

だまれ！！　(笑)　でもちゃんと分かるように説明して！(笑)

ちなみに私はもうよい大人だと信じています。。。

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I don't want to consider more ...

I wish to move instinctively, making decision, all I want is following my inspiration.
As I believe, 'inspiration' is the most developing part of my artistic skills since I came here.

I became sometimes really anxious, about 'what to believe.' nagdsajhfglkdajfgtpoeaiu2rtg!!!
(you know, my mind is messed up for some reason!!)

Shut up! but... explain to me more clearly and organised.

Well, but I believe I am already an 'Adult,' spiritually...

Ayaka xxx